“Don’t let someone become your everything, ‘cause when they’re gone you’ve got nothing..”
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March 2011
17 posts
When I woke up and realized there’s nothing from you on my phone,
I know that you aren’t mine.
When I look at your updates and learn,
how perfect your life is.
When I’m looking at your photos and cry,
I know there’s something inside you still be mine.
How good he is for you? I know.
What he lack? I know.
What he can do for you? I know.
What I question is, why did you choose him instead of me?
“When we realized it’s so late, and this walk that we shared together. And the streets were wet, and the gate was locked. So I jumped it, and I let you in.”
—Dashboard Confessional - Hands Down
“You hate someone whom you really wish to love, but whom you cannot love. Perhaps he himself prevents you. That is a disguised form of love.”
—Sri Chinmoy
“If I’m your fave because of my words, beware.. I’m some people worst enemy too..”
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“Manage me well, then I’ll manage your wallet well.. As well as you’ve managed me then..”
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Next.
It’s thursday already and I’m just thinking about what should I do next?
I think I should make some money with the right people,
as some of you know, I am totally ambitious.
And I need what I think I am.
Let’s start to make a plan,
Here’s the deal, I just want to do what I love to do.
What’s the plan btw? I don’t know yet.
Hmmm (while thinking)
I want to build my own clothing company, but there’s no budget fitted for it.
I want to take some friends here and start to record my songs,
but who’s fitted me?
I want to do design with a steady incomes, (how come?)
You know I’m not good enough to do a serious work with so many people inside,
I realized that I’ve got to work with someone who knows me well.
And the next plan is?
1. See my old friends, or some new who knows me well
2. Go to the bank and grab some cash
3. Do what I want to do, ‘cause I know I need to
4. Share
5. Browse for more
6. Make a dream
7. Catch for it
8. Live in it
“Adam & Eve are the most right persons on earth, ‘cause there’s no other person to tell ‘em that they did wrong.”
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Fact and Fake
Fact:
- I do something more than you’ve ever imagine
- I ate 8 times a day
- If I love something, I will not give up
- If I started to do something, I won’t quit
- I always try to make people feel comfortable
- I do designs
- I make (or even made) some music
- I am mix and match
- I am the one and only child
- I won’t be late at the meeting
- Everything’s important in my life
- I love to wear t-shirts
- I love denim
- I love sneakers
- I always put my watch on my left arm
- Internet junkie
- Play with strings and microphones
- Love to make everything looks fine
- Do the best to be the best
- Ambitious
- Workaholic
- Not too high, not too low, I’m in the middle
- Doesn’t fits hats
- Hate Math
- Doesn’t hate the player, actually hate the game
- Automatic
Fake :
- Love to be inside the night clubs
- Love to break hearts
- Doing nothing and talking too much
- Sleepy all day long when there’s so many things to do
- Look like someone else
- Cannot take the best shot
- Going nowhere
- Don’t know what to do
- Talking for hours and get nothing
- Throw up because of alcohol
- Hate animals
- Stalk at you
- Stabs at you
“I’ve got everything I want, not what I need up to this time, because I just need you. And you are too far for me to reach back.”
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